Hi, My Sweetheart
I just finished reading a book and I couldn't resist comnig here to type about it. Haha, there's just this nagging feeling at the back of my head.
Hmm, so this book, "Klepto" is a story about two girls and their friendship blahh. Girl A and Girl B are best friends. A influenced B to start shoplifting. However, a day came when B's self- consciousness got to her. She kinda talked to A about it and A got irritated and said it was no biggie. They stopped talking after that. Then B started wondering whether it was worth losing her best friend. She was confused as to whether to continue shoplifting or to stop, which was the right thing to do.
It kinda reminded me of you. You were the one whom I always felt so secured with. You were my sense of security. Whenever you weren't around with me, I'd always start to feel insecure; it was as though I couldn't live without you. I felt happy with you; I felt safe with you; I wanted you to be by my side forever.
Sometimes you just wonder whether it is worth sacrificing some things just to keep the others. From different perpectives, the answer can be a "Yes", or a "No".
"Yes" is when you achieve what you want by making a sacrifice.
"No" is when you lose what you have sacrificed, and you want it back dearly too.
Humans are greedy, no?
We want everything.
We want the best of both worlds.
But sadly, we can't have everything that we wanted.
We have to choose and prioritise our decisions carefully, and often have to give up what we hold so dear to us, to attain the rest.
You start wondering whether you have made the right decision. And whether you should have chosen Beta at the beginning, and not Alpha.
You begin doubting yourself.
And suddenly, you become so unsure of what you are going to do next because you're afraid of falling deeper and deeper into the situation.
Would you prefer short- term or long- term sweetness?
I, for one, would prefer long- term, haha duh, but there had been many occasions where I experienced short- term sweetness and then LONG- TERM sourness. SUUUCCCCKKKSSSSS, I TELL YOU HAHAHA.
Kay I think I really digressed a lot. Heh heh heh.
But I really hope that _ _ _ _ _ _. That would be reaaaaalllyyyyyyy awesome and great. (:
Hmm, so this book, "Klepto" is a story about two girls and their friendship blahh. Girl A and Girl B are best friends. A influenced B to start shoplifting. However, a day came when B's self- consciousness got to her. She kinda talked to A about it and A got irritated and said it was no biggie. They stopped talking after that. Then B started wondering whether it was worth losing her best friend. She was confused as to whether to continue shoplifting or to stop, which was the right thing to do.
It kinda reminded me of you. You were the one whom I always felt so secured with. You were my sense of security. Whenever you weren't around with me, I'd always start to feel insecure; it was as though I couldn't live without you. I felt happy with you; I felt safe with you; I wanted you to be by my side forever.
Sometimes you just wonder whether it is worth sacrificing some things just to keep the others. From different perpectives, the answer can be a "Yes", or a "No".
"Yes" is when you achieve what you want by making a sacrifice.
"No" is when you lose what you have sacrificed, and you want it back dearly too.
Humans are greedy, no?
We want everything.
We want the best of both worlds.
But sadly, we can't have everything that we wanted.
We have to choose and prioritise our decisions carefully, and often have to give up what we hold so dear to us, to attain the rest.
Sucks right? And then when you've gotten what you thought was of paramount importance, you fight and struggle so hard to get back what you have lost through the process, but to no avail.
You start wondering whether you have made the right decision. And whether you should have chosen Beta at the beginning, and not Alpha.
You begin doubting yourself.
And suddenly, you become so unsure of what you are going to do next because you're afraid of falling deeper and deeper into the situation.
This might be why grown- ups always say, "Life isn't a piece of cake."
And I totally agree. As we start to grow up, we are faced with difficult situations and are bombarded with tough obstacles which we all have to conquer bravely. Many a time we are caught in dilemmas, not knowing what our next step is going to be. We are required to make our own decisions and not succumb to pressure and temptations.
Would you prefer short- term or long- term sweetness?
I, for one, would prefer long- term, haha duh, but there had been many occasions where I experienced short- term sweetness and then LONG- TERM sourness. SUUUCCCCKKKSSSSS, I TELL YOU HAHAHA.
Kay I think I really digressed a lot. Heh heh heh.
But I really hope that _ _ _ _ _ _. That would be reaaaaalllyyyyyyy awesome and great. (:
posted by JANE at
7:10 PM
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